{"id":6321,"date":"2017-02-03T17:25:42","date_gmt":"2017-02-03T17:25:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.pilates4fitness.com\/site\/?p=6321"},"modified":"2017-02-03T17:25:42","modified_gmt":"2017-02-03T17:25:42","slug":"freeing-myself-getting-unstuck","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.pilates4fitness.com\/site\/freeing-myself-getting-unstuck\/","title":{"rendered":"Freeing Myself: Getting UnStuck"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Amazing week. Love notes from students helping me mark and affirm my work. Sometimes I keep pinching myself that I am actually teaching a method I remain\u00a0in the process and practice of \u00a0continual learning. \u00a0Loudly living my goal-set mantra of speaking the truth and leaving the lies on the floor.&#8221;\u00a0 Those were the first few sentences\/thoughts\u00a0I wrote to begin this post back on January 9th. Then I got stuck.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>First snow brought\u00a0crystal clarity of what&#8217;s in front and behind&#8230; and it was noticeably and primarily thru women&#8230;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/BOsXc6tgO3y\/\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright wp-image-6322 size-full\" src=\"http:\/\/www.pilates4fitness.com\/site\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/Screen-Shot-2017-02-03-at-9.53.11-AM.png\" width=\"985\" height=\"446\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.pilates4fitness.com\/site\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/Screen-Shot-2017-02-03-at-9.53.11-AM.png 985w, https:\/\/www.pilates4fitness.com\/site\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/Screen-Shot-2017-02-03-at-9.53.11-AM-300x136.png 300w, https:\/\/www.pilates4fitness.com\/site\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/Screen-Shot-2017-02-03-at-9.53.11-AM-768x348.png 768w, https:\/\/www.pilates4fitness.com\/site\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/02\/Screen-Shot-2017-02-03-at-9.53.11-AM-700x317.png 700w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 985px) 100vw, 985px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Meryl Streep<\/li>\n<li>Women&#8217;s March on Washington planning<\/li>\n<li>Jody Domerstad Neuroscience article<\/li>\n<li>Oneika Mays Freedom March Tour<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Those were the first few sentences\/thoughts\u00a0I wrote to begin this post back on January 9th. Then I got stuck. \u00a0As February rolls in, I realize that I had not finished the\u00a0post. \u00a0As I look at my bullets of the intended thoughts, and the week&#8217;s that lie <em>behind me<\/em> since the Women\u2019s March, I notice how frozen I have been with words. Politics creeped in so deeply and frighteningly, that it seems to have locked out all my joy at the start of the year. #OrangeDumbFck #TrumpIsSUCHaDumbFck #NotMyPresident seem to be all I have said in words.<\/p>\n<p>It became difficult to express lightness, joy and bring warm, open arms to my movements and help my students find and experience it themselves with the heaviness of heart weighing on us at this point in time. \u00a0For that I am angry and upset with myself. \u00a0#Truthspeak<\/p>\n<h1>Getting UnStuck<\/h1>\n<p>Today, February 3rd, I am turning the page back to the affirmation of my work. Turning the page back to my focus for the year. Back to focus on #Truthspeak and conscious living. Back to\u00a0loudly living my goal-set mantra of speaking the truth and leaving the lies on the floor.<\/p>\n<p>One of my friends and first Pilates teachers, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/BQCPuVYgWPm\/\">Elin Benson<\/a>, left us yesterday after a hard fight with cancer. Elin is a <strong>shero<\/strong>\u00a0of mine. She pushed for excellence in teaching and training and I am grateful for her example in living. I chose to operate as an independent Pilates instructor and studio, 15 years ago, as a result of words she unknowingly shared. #Truthspeak<\/p>\n<p>The other shero&#8217;s I will be modeling through the year for reminders of <strong>courage<\/strong> are <a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/BPBz2ZXgB2V\/\">Meryl Streep<\/a> who showed up to speak up and out at the Golden Globes, for reminders of <strong>strength<\/strong> are <a href=\"http:\/\/neurosculptinginstitute.com\/3-tools-navigating-trauma-jody-domerstad\/\">Jody Domerstad<\/a> who used neurosculpting\u00a0to ground and rewire her mind and body back together. #Truthspeak<\/p>\n<p>For reminders of staying <strong>mindfully connected<\/strong> in our past and present, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/BO-XJX1AinZ\/\">Oneika Mays<\/a> is my shero for taking Freedom Riders bus tour with her parents as our country shifted politically backwards. #Truthspeak<\/p>\n<blockquote class=\"instagram-media\" style=\"background: #FFF; border: 0; border-radius: 3px; box-shadow: 0 0 1px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.5),0 1px 10px 0 rgba(0,0,0,0.15); margin: 1px; max-width: 658px; padding: 0; width: calc(100% - 2px);\" data-instgrm-captioned=\"\" data-instgrm-version=\"7\">\n<div style=\"padding: 8px;\">\n<div style=\"background: #F8F8F8; line-height: 0; margin-top: 40px; padding: 28.194444444444443% 0; text-align: center; width: 100%;\"><\/div>\n<p style=\"margin: 8px 0 0 0; padding: 0 4px;\"><a style=\"color: #000; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: 17px; text-decoration: none; word-wrap: break-word;\" href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/p\/BP44C8eghTa\/\" target=\"_blank\">Keep moving thru it. The alternative is so not the answer. #Truthspeak #CreativeExpression #VCJWebConcepts<\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"color: #c9c8cd; font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px; margin-bottom: 0; margin-top: 8px; overflow: hidden; padding: 8px 0 7px; text-align: center; text-overflow: ellipsis; white-space: nowrap;\">A video posted by Pilates4Fitness (@pilates4fitness) on <time style=\"font-family: Arial,sans-serif; font-size: 14px; line-height: 17px;\" datetime=\"2017-01-30T12:34:22+00:00\">Jan 30, 2017 at 4:34am PST<\/time><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/blockquote>\n<p><script async defer src=\"\/\/platform.instagram.com\/en_US\/embeds.js\"><\/script>I am proud to have been involved with each of the women that made our presence and voice visible during the global protest with the <a href=\"http:\/\/www.vcjentertainment.com\/creative-expression\/powerful-women-march\/\">Women\u2019s March<\/a>. I recognize that my work as a Pilates teacher and body movement worker is to continue to help strengthen, support, inspire others as a part of a global group of &#8216;agitators and resistors&#8217; so we all stay on the path. \u00a0We must keep moving, stay fluid and un-stuck. #Truthspeak<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8220;Amazing week. Love notes from students helping me mark and affirm my work. 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